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[Intro]
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Should I even hold on (x2)
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[Verse 1]
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Early morning, this ceiling's is too familiar
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Smell the stench on my clothing
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Messages from my love, and my stomach's touching my back
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Wake up knowing I'm fucking broke, I can't even fix me a sandwich
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But you can cut these records and dream of vision that trumps everything you seen through your eyes
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My mother's waiting, my brother's feeling tired
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A grown man, as I suffered through family ties
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Sitting at home alone where everyone's working tryna survive
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Fuck, you can see it in the way I'm frontin'
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I clean the house everyday to feel like I'm doing something
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Plus I contribute nothing
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These bills pile, see my mother fake her smile
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Hoping all this music shit I'm doing now is worthwhile
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I pray she's not embarrassed
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Her compassion what I come to cherish
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Man, I know I'm after something more
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But these times make me question what's in store
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[Hook]
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Should I even hold on?
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Should I even hold on?
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The worlds telling me there's nothing here to see
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Got me wondering if I should go on
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Man, now should I even hold on?
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Should I even hold on?
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Road block after road block
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Tell me how exactly am I supposed to go on
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[Verse 2]
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I stop myself so I don't get excited
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These are usually the moments when you face is tyring
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Hopes up, hopes up, watch 'em fall
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You wonder why you should even believe at all
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Caught between who I am
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Caught between who I should be to this fickle land
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Caught between who I want me to be
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What my family wants me to see
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What the fans and industry needs
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I hate to think about it, but what if like
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What if like I don't master my full potential
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And I become lesser than my supposed credentials
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A slave to "could've been"
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Stuck in my oldest residential like
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"I woulda did it, but, shit just wasn't efficient,"
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I'm always thinking excessive
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You feel the hunger
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I'm desperate more than ever, the tone's becoming aggressive
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My lord, it's not a question that I'm after something more
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But these times make me wonder what's in store
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[Hook]
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[Verse 3]
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I used to work as a janitor cleaning toilets
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Took the bus like every morning to this office base
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Sad to see the faces on these workers
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One came to me looking nervous
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Told me no matter what, "Always search for your purpose
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Or you might just, end up like me
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I'm 45 and drive a Bentley
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Decent wife, but I hate the life that I chose"
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Damn, made me stop and think to myself
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All the shit you come to accomplish has made you a living hell
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I guess it ain't what it seem
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A part of me should appreciate that I'm chasing a dream
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But I'm a realist, and a part of me would rather be stable
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Normal shit, guess for me that wasn't placed on the table
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Past decisions, everything was made to be instant
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"I need it now, I need it now"
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Nobody told me settle down and just focus your efforts
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Mother and I were at odds, father was hot headed
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Shit to him was Wizard of Oz
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My ex was holding me back
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Was too concerned with being married, I carried a sense of guilt to any damage even buried
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I forced, myself to grow up
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Take on responsibilities that were out of my league
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Boxed in, I couldn't breathe
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"Write raps, whatever G, you see this shit that I'm going through?"
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Stressing and tired, meanwhile I'm losing it all
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Apartment, the job, the car
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Materialism, what kept me in prison
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I guess I wasn't honestly living admit it
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Back at my mama's like I never left
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I'm crying tears tryna catch my breath
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I been here too many times
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I can't take it, I can't take it, first time I contemplated death
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Peace to the dearly departed
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You know it's real when you find yourself back when you started
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My Lord
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You knew that there was so much more in store
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I guess it would be crazy to ignore
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Maybe I should hold on
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[Skit]
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*Knock*
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"Come in"
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"I'm going to work
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Make sure to take out the Pork Chops later today"
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"Also clean up this house, it's filthy in here"
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"And make sure you look for a job too if you get a chance
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I'll be back around 5"
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