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Bushwick Bill
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See most of my life I never had shit
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I felt like an outcast, treated like a misfit
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damn near didn't make it on my day of birth
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thinkin was I really supposed to be on this planet earth?
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I take a deep breath and then another follows
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cause hard shit is kind of hard to swallow
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see it's rough bein a loner
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ot knowing any given day & time I can wind up a gonner
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see people got it bad from jump street
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an' being short is just another strike against me
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I used to get funny looks cause I was small
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& tryin ta make it was like runnin into a brick wall
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given the odds, I was up against broke
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the average nigga would have quit a long time ago
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but now I got a record out
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I'm doin' shows, people pay to see me turn it out
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ow I'm the spice around town
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it's funny how an album can change a nigga's life around
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I got friends and bitches on my dick
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but when they look at Richard, all they see is Bushwick
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sometimes I don't know a friend from a foe
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and every different day is a different fuckin hoe
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and now that my pockets is gettin bigga
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I'm meetin hoe who only wanna juice a nigga
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they tell me that they love me and all that
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but really they just waitin for me to fall flat
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so they could get me for my income
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take me for all I got and then some
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like Trina, ya dig
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I fucked up and got too attached to the bitches kid
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knowing that, she used the baby to use me
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took him out my life mentally abusing me
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but as time wenty by I got another slimmy
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& she was just like the first one screamin "gimme"
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but not in the exact same way
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she had a different type of game she liked to play
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her name was Crystal, she played the quiet type
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and for a little while shit seemed alright
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but just like the first hoe homey
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when shit got hectic the bitch broke out on me
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And it's gettin outta hand G
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cause nobody seems to understand me
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reminiscing got me feeling kind of low
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I broke out the Everclear and then I drunk some more
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until it was all gone
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ow I'm looking for somebody to take my pain out on
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but not just anybody G
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I'm a take it on Tamika cause she's the closest to me
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full on that Everclear and high on that buddha
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get to da house all I'm thinkin 'bout is shootin her
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'cause shootin her would be sweet
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butcha know what'd be sweeter? If I maker her shoot me
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call me crazy but that's what I'm thinkin
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I'm trippin from all that smokin weed & drinking
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but I knew she wouldn't do it on her own
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so I provoked her, punched her, kicked her & choked her
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she still wouldn't grab the gun and at that time
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I wasn't thinking about no one
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damn near crazy I went & grabbed the baby
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held him by the door & said "I'm a throw his ass out hoe"
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She went to cryin "Somebody stop him"
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I said "You better grab the muthaf' gun or I'm a drop him"
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she snatched the baby out of my hands
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we started fighting, punching, scratching & biting
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well we fell on the bed, check this shit
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all kinds of crazy shit was goin through my head
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so I ran & got the gun & came back to her
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loaded it up and handed the gat to her
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I grabbed her hand and placed the gun to my eye muscle
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she screamed stop and then we broke into another tussle
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Yo, during the fight the gun went off quick *bam*
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oh shit, I'm hit..............
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riding in the ambulance everything is hectic
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I can't get a grip, I just can't check this
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everybody's crying
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could it be I'm dying?
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bullet in the head in the bed I was lyin
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where's Mika I wanna tell her I love her
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with an I.V. in my arm
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I took a picture for an album cover
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Goddamn the shit's a trip G
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5 different doctors with needles tryin ta stick me
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I hear my family hollarin' "He needs us"
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during the confusion man I seen Jesus
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my mom's on the phone long distance from New York
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here come the doctors again trying to rip me apart
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I got a monkey on my back I can't shake this
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I'm havin suicidal thoughts hopin that I don't make it
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but I'm a make it cause something's steady urgin me
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5 hours passed, I made it through surgery
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and the doctors said I wouldn't make it through the night
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but God told me everything is gonna be alright
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and I'm glad that I'm here G
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but it's FUCKED UP I had to lose an eye
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to see shit clearly...
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aw man, I made it, I made it
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and everyone gets to hear my story, I made it
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but don't try this at your home
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learn from my mistakes
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kick the beat in Bido.....
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