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This is a piece that I wrote
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When I was on some ole, low down down low feelin, depressed shit
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why'know what I'm sizzlin?
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It contains, heh, three suicide letters to my peeps
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Well actually uh two suicide letters
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why'know what I'm sizzlin?
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I wrote it in rhyme form
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But I'm gonna try to read it to the best of my ability
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why'know what I'm sizzlin?
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So bear with me
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Listen to the lyrics, check it out..
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[Tech N9ne]
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Picture me in that casket, blasted
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Never nobody knew how long the pain lasted
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Keep my eyes tight I'm frightened
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But I fights like Tyson
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When playin this game of life I'm loosin long to be enlightened
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Absorb my mind state
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Reduce the crime rate and take me out
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When runnin toward the Lord I see em fake me out
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Shook me so from church I played hookie
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Listen to the words of a brotha
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The sick stutter
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So ya better better get the get the bags ready
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Comin killa killa like Schagnetti
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My brains contaminated, hella rotten
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It wasn't me who killed you (Who was it, what was it)
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The affects of the mildew, my brains wilted
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In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
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Lord take me away before somebody else get killed
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Bloods spills seriously
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This is the letter to my homies I'll be missin
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God told me to behold a pale horse but I didn't listen
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It's hard mane
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My life is scarred mane
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I'm loosin my mind
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So now it's time
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Sincerely signed N9ne
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[Chorus] - 2x
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(I just want to die)
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I don't want to wake up
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I don't want to cause that's the way
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That I feel I'm barely hangin on
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(I just want to die)
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I don't want to wake up
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I don't want to wake up cause that's the way
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It has to be
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(Man, this is to my wife, check it out)
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[Tech N9ne]
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I made your life a livin hell with my infidelity
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Remember you tell me
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All I gave a damn about was weed, stems, and melodies
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remember ya spent thirty minutes in the hospital parking lot crying
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When the blood test read the baby of another woman was mine
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99.99
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Should of left long time ago like Mary J. say
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Just let it go like Ray J
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I know your momma heard you yelling May Day
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Spent my life trying to are A to the P
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You were sick of me always being be to the are O K to the E
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There was nothing else left for me
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I was a bum
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But you still wanted some
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Through the rain, snow, and thunder
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Foul-ups, bleeps, and blunders
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But no man shall tear us under is what you said
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Shoulda put multi bullets in my head
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When you found that Evil Instinct was a song
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But the events actually went on
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This is the letter
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To my homie, my friend who put up with me for 8
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So now to take me really quickly's my fate
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I'm sorry
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For makin it hard
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I know your scarred
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I'm loosin my mind
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So now it's time
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Sincerely signed N9ne
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[Chorus] - 2x
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(I just want to die)
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I don't want to wake up
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I don't want to cause that's the way
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That I feel I'm barely hangin on
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(I just want to die)
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I don't want to wake up
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I don't want to wake up cause that's the way
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It has to be
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[Tech N9ne]
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I love y'all
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The dynamic duo, my babies
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It ain't your fault that your daddies crazy
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Donny I miss you drummin
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Like me, one day you'll be rulin
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Lilly I miss you always in my face yellin "Daddy what ya dooyin?"
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You two are the reason why I'm still standin today
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But I'm sixteen-hundred miles away
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And it gets my heart sinkin
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When I start thinkin bout you babies
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I heavily start drinkin on a daily
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Puffin, I see in my heart I gots to toughin
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Can't see me leavin my angels with nothin
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So I keep bustin
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Use my pain
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For you two I gotta come up in the game
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Fly planes to an island so one day you can do the same with yours
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Love you galore and I ain't playin
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Makin me put a end to the suicidal mindstate sayin
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[Chorus] - 2x
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(I just want to die)
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I don't want to wake up
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I don't want to cause that's the way
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That I feel I'm barely hangin on
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(I just want to die)
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I don't want to wake up
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I don't want to wake up cause that's the way
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It has to be
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(Tech N9ne says this during the chorus)
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Ya, that's what a nigga was on why'know what I'm sizzlin? Sh..
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But as you can tell
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Like I said, I can't leave my angels with nothin
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So I gotta keep bustin, why'know what I'm sayin?
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Suicide ain't my thang
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Never ever gonna be my thang when I know I got my love
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So we just gon sit back
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Write these rhymes, make these mills
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And chill
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Don Juan
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